accoustic rhetorics

~Meno~ says:
so wht is life 2 u now? 
>>Socrates says:
i think is very much in transit now, i think i am all over the place, very bad, rotten, crap
~Meno~ says:
i might not have so much 2 share like u…
~Meno~ says:
but i’ll listen 2 u…
>>Socrates says:
Thanks, is nice to have someone as listener, like echo, feel that you are really talking by reflecting your own voice, and the listener can do a lot of thing to make you feel good, even more than good sometimes, you can fell in love
~Meno~ says:
oooo….ya…true….
~Meno~ says:
so u spend most of all free time posting all ur words onto ur blog?
>>Socrates says:
well, i used to not able to do that, i have been trying hard to learn to write, but lately i had great breakthrough, just out of suddenly i wrote and i am writing, and i never stopped, i am writing, and i am not stopping
~Meno~ says:
so is tht a way 4 u 2 release ur tension, unsatisfaction ….?
>>Socrates says:
no, never about that, is a way i question the existence of life
>>Socrates says:
i am a philosopher you see, born with this premature sickness of my neurons keep firing for existence questions without my conscious awareness, it like auto pilot you know, runs by itself, i feel the pain if i don’t manage it well
~Meno~ says:
actually y do u question bout ur existence? do u feel that u dunno what u r living 4?
>>Socrates says:
well, you are right on the point, i really don’t know what i am living for, why do i wanna to know, well, is a calling i believe, or maybe i am just too stupid, too dumb to know what is going on so i need to figure it out
~Meno~ says:
erm…thn u gotta make ur way out…
~Meno~ says:
urself is the only solution to all sorts of prob
>>Socrates says:
my way out? Perhaps is fate, philosophy is fate, fate is the way out perhaps, fate has no destiny
~Meno~ says:
fate is in ur hand my fren…
>>Socrates says:
mm, you suddenly sound like god, i don’t know, coz i don’t know god, i have no god in me, i have no faith you know, coz faith is me all along, faith is fate to me
~Meno~ says:
its not anythg bout god…i thk tht’s so true…we make things happen n not juz sitting thr waiting destiny 2 guide us. isnt tht true 2 u?
>>Socrates says:
is true, yes, don’t wait, just write, read, tell, show, attract, acquire, manage, troubleshoot, distress, release, let go, sit, do nothing, wait for destiny
~Meno~ says:
…alright….
~Meno~ says:
was juz trying 2 pull u out frm the darkness….but i thk i can’t help much..
~Meno~ says:
sometimes things r not tht bad as we thk…
>>Socrates says:
you are right, is not about bad, is just being dark, is cold there, is nice, not hot, cozy, you can see the light from inside while not being blind by brightness
~Meno~ says:
well…if u’r comfortable with the way u r than it’s not a problem…juz live ur life the way u wan…
>>Socrates says:
i don’t know how to life actually, i just don’t know what is right or wrong, i don’t know what is absolute, not sure i know certainty either, i am just being perceptive, not good nor bad, not right nor wrong, try to live without being judgmental, try to live a postmodern life, in a poetic way, coz passion to be is everything, is the soul food, it feeds my existence
~Meno~ says:
great…at least u found  ur passion…
so tht’s the only thing tht motivates u @ the moment now?
>>Socrates says:
is a lost and found thing, but is the direction forward, for now, ya, without it, i wouldn’t be able to write, you see, and won’t be reading all the craps
~Meno~ says:
do u hv close frens that u trust?
>>Socrates says:
i have, i think i have, i am not so sure, i don’t know really
~Meno~ says:
good if u have….but y not sure…
>>Socrates says:
because i am not sure of things you know, everything is so surreal and abstract to me, like painting, images
~Meno~ says:
thn u must b very empty …
~Meno~ says:
have u ever feel whole??
>>Socrates says:
i did, but then when i did, i feel nothing
~Meno~ says:
huh….like how….
~Meno~ says:
u mean it didnt last?
>>Socrates says:
nothing last
>>Socrates says:
otherwise time will be irrelevant and space collapsed
~Meno~ says:
ha…ya…thts true….but at least it last 4 sumtime
>>Socrates says:
it decays, have you ever see things got decayed? it turns ugly, smelly, old, dry, turn to ashes and eventually vanished
~Meno~ says:
but not all not evrythg
~Meno~ says:
sumthg is to eteRnity….
~Meno~ says:
juz tht u hvnt found it
>>Socrates says:
you are right, i haven’t find any thing that eternal yet, absolute in shape, perfect in nature, complete as a whole coz i am not, perfect, i am imperfect, complex, messy, dark, yes darkness is eternal to me, darkness is the nature, perfection, completion, whole, everything and anything
~Meno~ says:
no one is perfect… u gotta find sm1 who sees u as perfect…
~Meno~ says:
n u c her as perfect too…
>>Socrates says:
har, just like my line in ‘the one i am so sick of loving’….’your incompletion completes me’
~Meno~ says:
ya….
~Meno~ says:
thn…
~Meno~ says:
juz as u say…life is a package of good n bad…
~Meno~ says:
if u choose 2 accept the bad.. afterall everythg may not seem so dark.
>>Socrates says:
is so true…..what i wrote, things are just not eternal, what i wrote were the past
~Meno~ says:
look forward thn… ur completion to life is right ahead mayb….who nws….
>>Socrates says:
ahead for sure, completion is about incompletion, and future is incomplete,  is true, thus what ahead of thus is incomplete, including life, hope you get what i mean…..
~Meno~ says:
   ………….ok bye
>>Socrates says:
    bye

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