accoustic rhetorics

Living a ciritical life is not about living a perfect life, is not even about being imperfect, nothing good about it, in fact it is badly damaged, very stressful, full of suprises, never lack of variety and diversity, sometimes just too much to handle, you simply just exist for nothing.

You can vanish yourself in the crowded sea of people, feel extremely lonely in a buzy environment, helpless without hope, and the wave of disappointment & distress can hit you again and again without fail.

But the phenomena is a rational process, is about being pragmatic, is about how good you are in being who you are and what you are, the brutal fact of survival for total honesty of critical production, growth, creativity and existence.

In a critical life, you move fast, you think fast, you change fast, you feel excited about being fast, so fast that you don’t feel anything anymore, you feel nothing.

You deal with existence, question existence, destroy existence. You feel that you exist, you provoke your existence, your point of view, people listen, they appreciate your provocations, or they ignore and walk away.

Things never stopped. You’ll always be able to stand tall with your existence, even short of audiences and listeners, it may even be a lie, an illussion, subjective nothingness, but no one’s going to care about, no one is going to attack you and stalk away your intellectual right.

Your comfort zone is always being challenged, you always move on with your life, stability means keep being unstable. Passion is the key reason why you continue to suffer and struggle for existence that doen’t exist in forms, often chaotic, feeling being blindfolded in darkness from the city limelight, feeling empty, feeling nothing.

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