stream-of-consciousness - exit to exist, Part III
Sometimes you are tired of being too loud for critics, you feel noisy, you feel dizzy, you feel tired, you feel the fatigue, you feel the chill of the burning passion, you feel weak, you long for peace and nostalgia, you want to go home.
But nostalgic life at home which suppose to promote peace, is very decisive in nature because peace is promoted by suppressing free will and existence, nobody wants to talk about it and people just abuse it, manipulate it, prevent it, all to protect their selfish pathetic interests and consciousness that doesn’t exist.
In nostalgic life people dont’ share, they don’t talk about it, they are not conscious enough to talk about it, but they fake it, they fake collaboration, fake team work, fake sharing, they fake harmony, they fake knowledge, they fake it so well and it becomes the truth of living, truth of survival, the mainstream culture, it becomes so real till the deception is not easy to fake, they even try to fake consciousness, because they are too afraid of being real, they are not capable of being real, they just dare not because it is not their status quo, they are too selfish to change, too self-centered to innovate, and they fake all that, and make lives so invisible and complex to live with.
